Liz's First Post

This whole "Bitch" thing is new for me. I used to always be a pushover up until recently.

About a month ago, my boyfriend of a year, decided to randomly break up with me. And I can say randomly because that day he came over to my house, we were watching a movie, holding hands, his grandma called and he was talking about how she should meet me and how much he loves me. He kissed me before he left and said that he wants to do something nice for my birthday, because he forgot about my birthday last year (which is in March). Then later that night at 2am, he calls me and says "oh... uhm, I was hoping to get your voice mail... we need to talk" and then he broke up with me. I was trying to be nice about the whole thing, thinking that he was just drunk or stoned at the time. But it hurt like a dagger was plunged into my heart. And i cried.
The next day I had to see him at work because... well, I'm the dumb ass who decided to date a coworker! (go me!) And i do still love him, but i know he's not the same guy he was a month ago. Considering 10 minutes after he dumped me he started dating this really bitchy women, who has a child, uses him because she's lonely and needs a baby sitter, and screamed at me because i thanked her for driving this guy to work one day for me. (so yes, calling her a bitch is justified).

Basically that was a huge stress factor, plus it started to get cold (so i was naturally getting grumpy) and although i live with my brother Belini... were not all that close.
I ended up screaming at him the other day... that's right. I snapped. It was over something stupid and small, but it really drove me crazy deep down and i just couldn't hide it anymore.

So to sum it all up...
I'm now bitchy because i was dumped... (another thing i didn't even mention) i work at a shitty job, where i get paid 9.00/ hr., i work my ass off, and can barely afford rent and bills. My brother is the closest real family around, and he barely knows how old i am, and ever since my friends realized that i was dumped, its been "hey Liz... you wanna hook up some time?".